Now
that I have been home for almost 4 months I can’t help, but to think of Cape
Town as a closed chapter in my life (at the moment). Since I returned to the
states I have not had many opportunities to share what Cape Town is like or
even look back at the pictures from my time there, but I feel that its due to
me getting right back into the groove of things as a recent grad I feel like
there wasn’t enough time to really self-reflect when dealing with more pressing
matters. The faint memories that I have of the trip are less to do with the
extracurricular aspects like seeing exotic animals like lions, or trying new
foods, but are all of the people that I was able to interact with and the
moments that I spent self-reflecting in Cape Town. One thing that I still find
amazing is my memory of the Environment if you will, for example I can remember
how to get to my old internship and I remember how the house we stayed at was
set up and the address. I can even perfectly describe the Rondebosch Commons
and the Mountains further out as if these images have been engrained.
I
believe that Cape Town provided me with the ability to really visualize what I
want the world around me to represent personally and professionally. Unlike
most people I can’t say that I feel that I have changed from the person who I
was prior, but I believe that Cape Town gave me the confidence and the ability
to show traits of myself that I didn’t have an outlet to reveal or was too
afraid to show. I believe that this program did a great job helping me explore
myself whether it be a deeper understanding of my personality with the
Myers-Briggs Indicator and learning how to expand and improve less developed areas
for INTJs. Alternatively it could be the internship that I had which showed me
an outsider perspective of my career field and showed me the amount of work
required to be successful at grassroots organizing and tackling social issues.
It could even be the day to day conversations with my co-educators and random
citizens of Cape Town, who through discussion of the world helped me to
solidify my goals that I had prior to leaving the U.S.
If
I could rate the program I believe I would give it a solid 8/10 as a minimum
the program really does try to take students out of their comfort zones and
forces them to adapt to situations whether that be understanding how the
transportation system works, understanding the various languages, or even
understanding the social and economic factors that have made South Africa into
the country that you see today. If there was anything that I could change I
would have loved to stay in the townships, rather than the suburbs of
Rondebosch where students can complain about bad Wi-Fi, appliances, insects,
and many more insignificant “problems”. I say this only, because I believe that
most students leaving the U.S. to travel abroad to South Africa understand the
well-off side of the spectrum of economic disparity, but they don’t necessarily
get to see the extreme poverty and how living in areas like townships will
affect every aspect of your life. But when we only have to interact with
coworkers who live in townships or go to work in townships for a part of the
day in some cases. I feel as though we are using our privilege of wealth to
escape the harsh reality that most people face which rubs me as exploiting the
people who live there for personal gain.